Another morning, another day… There’s nothing else to do but carrying on, I suppose, so that’s what I’m doing here. Gonna be an extremely busy day, since I still have about 20 exams to correct till tomorrow, and it takes me half an hour a piece… Was supposed to go to a birthday party yesterday, but never made it. Just didn’t feel like it, for a number of reasons. One of them being that the band I founded was playing there, and after they have kicked me out half a year ago, it’s still painful to hear the songs I used to play as well… They modified them so they don’t need a violin anymore. Oh well… Another evening wasted, another evening survived.
At least I have seen LOTR !

Blah, gonna correct. Wish me luck !

Heh. My mood has cleared up a bit. The concert I just saw was really good, I must admit. I knew the Rubio Quartet was allright, as they are friends of my parents and I knew them. The singer was good, that I knew too. And I don’t think Elvis Costello still needs a recommendation. The combo just HAD to be allright, and yes, it was. Some splendid music, really good artists, and heh, a good talk with them afterwards. Pity I still feel a bit annoyed tho. But read this text, and see what I mean.

‘Dear Sweet Filthy World’

Dear sweet filthy world, my wife or whoever reads this
I think that I’ve lived too long
With all of my promise unfullfilled
But there is a veil drawn over all of that

I know you’ll probably say ‘Spare us the melodrama’
‘I don’t know how he chose the pills or the stupid revolver’
I’m out of luck

I’m not that strong
My hands, your neck
I might have wrung

Don’t try to find me
I’m not worth anything anymore
I’m not leaving you with all of your problems
The biggest one is me

Life is dark
Cold as the sea
Embrace me in my anguish
Put seawood in my hair and vow that you won’t cry because I’ve gone
I can’t go on, I can’t go on, I can’t go on
I must close now

Does anyone of you ever have a fight over a pizza ??? Cos I just did and I hate it !

Bart and I went out for coffee, as we always do on friday afternoon with our friends, and we had agreed on taking a snack somewhere before heading to the concert tonight (Rubio String Quartet and Patrick Riguelle, performing ‘The Juliet Letters’ of Elvis Costello, yummie). Eventually he didn’t feel like it, and wanted to come home for a pizza. I can’t help it if he ate all the pizzas last week. There was only one left… Man, he started shouting at me, that he hadn’t eaten anything yet today (neither have I) and that one shared pizza wasn’t enough, and that he was going out for fries then. He didn’t even listen to me saying that my stomach was a little upset (heh, strong coffee on an empty stomach with ulcers: bad idea :-p) so now we’re both annoyed, and I put the bloody pizza back in the freezer. Man, I can hate men sometimes !

Heh… So this is it, my very own live journal…

Still don’t know if I’ll be using it very often, but I somehow felt the need of writing down a kind of diary… And as I completely hate to write by hand, what can be handier than a computerized version ? Somehow I don’t dare to share my innermost thoughts with someone else I know than my husband, my lover and my very best friend, the three men in my life… But as the ones who’ll be reading this, will be netfriends, I guess I can open up a little more. Yes Randall, you’ll be the exception, but I know I can trust you, so that doesn’t matter to me. You know pretty much about me anyway.


Is pretty weird tho. Guess I need to get used to the idea as well. It was Coyote tho who made me feel the need for sth like this. He gave me his lj addy a couple of weeks ago, and one of his entries really touched me. Coyote, somehow I consider you a really good friend, and I hardly see you on line, we don’t often talk, and we haven’t even met yet. And yet… I think you’re just a kindred soul. I just feel at ease with you, and you seem to understand me as well… Thx Sparkling-Eyes !

Guess I’ll leave it to this for tonight… Bit tired, and my neck has been hurting for days, something is really wrong there, but they can’t find a thing on the Xrays…

Thx for reading this, guys, and for adding me… you’ll be hearing of me soon !!!


P.S. Guys… Guess you all know this is gonna be pretty confidential ?